It’s weird; in one week exactly I am going to catch an eleven hour flight to Colombia. I feel so unnerves that I am nervous. Does that even make any sense?
These past few months have been crazy, packing up my 6 years of life in Barcelona, saying my goodbyes to my friends and family and now going on an adventure.
A few years ago I would never have thought my life would be where it is today. I am about to make the biggest move. I have moved so many times, but this is the greatest adventure so far.
I am starting a new life in Italy, but first I am going on a well deserved break and I will have the opportunity to learn a new culture and experience some amazing sites.
But what is strange is I am the typical nervous wreck, always stressed and suffering from anxiety but this time round I am over easy. I am not complaining about this but at the same time I have my fingers crossed hoping the nerves won’t kick in as soon as I have boarded that plane.
My family wonder why I am sad, they think I am sad to leave and they believe I may not be ready but it’s the contrary. I am very happy to go, not to leave them but leave this city. I need to be on the move constantly and trying new things in life. I was never a great student nor did I do a career in university but I am a very ambitious person and will not stop until I am content.
Some people see this as a bad thing and others as a positive one. I think it is positive as long as I know where to stop. Sometimes I get carried away and give myself too many goals.
I believe we all need to give ourselves goals in life, be positive too. I read “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne. For some people it has helped and some people see it as something ridiculous. For me it has helped me as I was extremely negative. Now I get what I want because my thoughts push to get them. Sounds crazy but it really does help. Everyone has different beliefs and unfortunately due to circumstances I didn’t know what to believe in anymore. But now I know I believe in myself. I believe in my family and people close to me.
I believed in myself and this is why I believe my turn has finally arrived and I can actually say I am in a very happy moment in life and I want to treasure this moment for as long as I can and everyone needs to do the same.
This post is one of the most random ones I have written but I feel I needed to express what is going through my head.
Everyone asks if I am nervous and as I am not just yet I wonder why? Is it because I literally have no time to even think about it?
I have one more week here in Barcelona and my adventures will start. So stay tuned to follow me and hopefully I will get to share the wonderful sites of Colombia.
I also want to say to all my friends and people that have been here for me a big Thank you! And I love you all very much!
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