Confusion

Looking up at the crimson skies,

Wondering if its right to break all ties,

I’ve been fighting with my heart and mind for so long,

I just don’t want to decide and feel like I’m doing wrong,

When I hold him in my arms at night,

I always forget about our last silly fight,

I don’t want to make any more mistakes,

I want us to be happy for goodness sake.

It took so long for him to fall in love,

I was patient and knew it would all fit like a glove,

But years have passed and I feel empty inside,

I know he still wants me but something has died.

I’m looking down from the mountain top,

I don’t want this relationship to be a flop,

The world seems so small from up here,

I wish I could stay until everything becomes clear.